Well yes, once again I have returned. Honestly, I'm about as sick and tired of this as you are, but don't you just love my simplistic new icon? XD. If you haven't noticed, it has been nearly a YEAR since my last entry. A lot of things in my life have changed since then. Some of them good, some of them bad. So, I shall try ti fill you guys in on the last year as straight forwardly as I can. I rock, Hikaru sucks, XD. J/K.
Okies, the first aspect of my life we'll look at it, and obviously, the shortest is...
Worklife: Hmm, a lot of things can change in a year... For a start, the job I was working at before, I went into work around 5 weeks after my last entry and was told that it was my last shift. Bitches. Anyways, I stopped working for a long time. Until middle of August, when I got offered a job in a local bar, helping out. It progressed to four nights a week behind the bar. I currently work Wednesday through till Saturday and have Sunday, Monday and Tuesday off. The job itself is good but it can be so bad at times. There is a fucking lot of drama as it is family run and if anyone of the family fall out with anyone it's just... bad. It actually quite often gets me down. Sad. But, nonetheless, I love the money.
Lovelife: This is the subject I dwell on the most at the moment, I am quite lonely. BUT! I try not to let it get me down. If you've known me for a long time, you will remember a few of the men I'm about to mention, especially Rei, she should remember them all. I picked at her head for months about them. First off is Ben. He is a very VERY old crush of mine. Not old as like agewise, but from a long time ago. Well he has popped back into my life. I work with him now actually, XD. We work Friday nights together. He knows I like him and we flirt outrageously but nothing would come of it. Now, I've became immune to him. He's still fucking gorgeous with a great character... but, somehow I just think he's... hollow. There's no depth to him. Now, Daniel... hahaha, he's back as well. I got drunk one night and text him my old old feelings but we're still just as close... although I bitch at him almost every time I see him. We've been apart for the longest time. Just for the record Rei, Andy, I spoke to him a few times via text message but nothing major. There's James/Taff the shrot welsh man. The only reason I actually liked him was because we were the exact opposite of each other. We would fight and taunt each other. He's a nice guy but a pain in the ass. I'm not serious about any of them, apart from Daniel, as I'd die for him. I do love him. He's the exact opposite to Ben, not amazingly attractive but very deep and quite a good character. However, Daniel is like my best friend/brother/lover all rolled into one and it's probably that's why I'd do anything for him. There is someone I have my eye on. He fits a lot of my criteria. He isn't older than me, he's younger than me by like 4 months which makes him 18. He's tall (6'3") with short dark black hair and the most stunning blue eyes I've ever seen. The confusing situation. You all know I always like guys that are straight >>. Shaun is... confusing. He came in the bar often and I kept watching him, he really intrigued me. He realised that I was watching him and he kept staring at me back. We would stare at each other for a few seconds, longer than a normal look. We'd both smile and I'd tend to blush. Then he brings his fucking girlfriend in. Worst of all, I like her, she's quite nice, and really pretty. We flirt a lot and his Mom's friend who is MY friend says she caught him staring at me all the time. His looks are so intense it's just wow. He is only young, I don't know... The friend says not to worry about it and just be myself. So <3 for Shaun.
Homelife: Now this was the aspect that got me down the most. Finally, my Mom split up with Michael around two months after my last post. She is now engaged to a man she has known for 20 years. Well... it is her half-sister's ex-husband of 20 years ago. Sound freaky? It's not. Although he is my ex-half-uncle and his daughter is my cousin. Hahaha, sound freakier? It isn't. I wouldn't say she's happier, she still drinks often although she attacked me last week and it's kicked her into shape. In general, my home life is more stable than before. My Nan has moved to Spain and me and my Dad are on good terms, he's taking me to Kuala Lumpa in a few months since he lives there. We had a dog but we gave it away and I'm re-decorating my room. My Mom's new man, Davie... he's a really nice guy but he is very nitpicky. He can be really annoying but quite funny. He likes to complain and likes to price check, the latter pissing me off most as I am spontaneous and love shopping. He hogs the TV and likes to stay in and has to always be right, such a very proud man. However, I do like him. If you note the entry on March the 3rd and read the last two lines. That has changed, the girl is a fucking whore and I hope her birthday this year is awful, XD. On my mothers side of the family, I only like two of them, excluding my mother. My Nan and my youngest cousin. Not even Davie's daughter, she ruined Christmas. We'll not go into that, XD. Talking about family, my Mom finally made it in contact with her father. She hadn't sen him for 16 years, she'd seen him twice all her life. She always thought he didn't love her but the reunion was amazing.
Me: Finally... Me. Well, I am much happier than before. I've stopped getting so angsty but if possible, more bitchy. My temper has became even more shrot fused. I spend my life either working, partying, sleeping, playing Ragnarok Online or chatting. Or listening to my iPod Nano, it's black and sexy. I have put on a tiny bit of weight and I want to lose it but love eating. My diet yoyos like... a yoyo. I've been exercising today and need to do it on a regular basis, Nicky is sending me a workout video. As for you guys? I hope you're all happy in your lives. I'll be floating around in the next few days checking who's gone where and changing any friends, etc.
Thanks for listening ~~